The Intruder.

Living the way we have been for a whole year without any real routine or anything to work towards has been great to some degree but also kind of like pressing the pause button. It has made doing things again very difficult. Now just getting ready for the day ahead can feel extremely exhausting. Personally…

Embracing uncertainty with severe anxiety.

A fresh start,a new beginning is approaching,so many exciting things to look forward to and i am doing my very best to beleive in myself the way I know that I should. This is the rebirth,my time to reinvent myself. I need to step into my spotlight and feel all the confidence in the world….

Happy New Tier!

It’s been a while since we last spoke since then I have struggled to feel creative aswell as struggling in general with the depression & anxiety aswell as battling through myself & my husband having coronavirus. With only a handful of good days in as many months i have not been able to write anything…

2020 ,Chapter 3

As many people and places are returning to some sort of normality I am left thinking about what the new normal is going to be for me?There has been so many thoughts racing around this little head of mine over these past months in lockdown ,through the seemingly endless days & nights i have really…

I am more than my anxiety!

So in April 2019 wrote a post called ‘I think my anxiety has anxiety’ I wanted to revisited this topic as i have talked about my depression & PCOS aswell as other things i suffer with as a result of these but the anxiety is so closely entwined with all of these things that sometimes…

Who is the boss of you?

As a society we are constantly fed all this crap through the internet , news and social media that forces us to jump on a hamster wheel each day ,living under pressure to conform. This pressure causes us to feel the need to create this alternate version of ourselves,a made up version that has the…

PCOS and Me

When i was first diagnosed i was a teenager maybe 12 or 13 i was going for some tests because my periods were irregular,i really had no idea that day would be a turning point in my life, I do have to admit at the time the severity of some of these symptoms did not…

The Silent Killer

This post has taken a lot longer than i wanted it to, to say the last month or so has been difficult would be an understatement. I thought for a while that i would not come out the other end, i have felt all the feelings,i have felt hopeless,useless,worthless,basically all the ‘less’ words. It is…

My Euphoria

When it feels like its too much and like it is just one thing after another we all have different ways of coping ,we find hobbies interests to distract us so that we can function day to day. Some of us have certain vices ,things that supply us with temporary happiness,something that may help one…

Im a Barbie Girl in a crazy world!

During the madness of lock down and the stressful times that have kept us away from our families and loved ones I have had to keep myself busy doing something and i turned to browsing Amazon & Ebay day after day aswell as watching way too many You tube videos but it gave me an…