2020 ,Chapter 3

As many people and places are returning to some sort of normality I am left thinking about what the new normal is going to be for me?There has been so many thoughts racing around this little head of mine over these past months in lockdown ,through the seemingly endless days & nights i have really…

I am more than my anxiety!

So in April 2019 wrote a post called ‘I think my anxiety has anxiety’ I wanted to revisited this topic as i have talked about my depression & PCOS aswell as other things i suffer with as a result of these but the anxiety is so closely entwined with all of these things that sometimes…

Who is the boss of you?

As a society we are constantly fed all this crap through the internet , news and social media that forces us to jump on a hamster wheel each day ,living under pressure to conform. This pressure causes us to feel the need to create this alternate version of ourselves,a made up version that has the…

PCOS and Me

When i was first diagnosed i was a teenager maybe 12 or 13 i was going for some tests because my periods were irregular,i really had no idea that day would be a turning point in my life, I do have to admit at the time the severity of some of these symptoms did not…

The Silent Killer

This post has taken a lot longer than i wanted it to, to say the last month or so has been difficult would be an understatement. I thought for a while that i would not come out the other end, i have felt all the feelings,i have felt hopeless,useless,worthless,basically all the ‘less’ words. It is…

My Euphoria

When it feels like its too much and like it is just one thing after another we all have different ways of coping ,we find hobbies interests to distract us so that we can function day to day. Some of us have certain vices ,things that supply us with temporary happiness,something that may help one…

Im a Barbie Girl in a crazy world!

During the madness of lock down and the stressful times that have kept us away from our families and loved ones I have had to keep myself busy doing something and i turned to browsing Amazon & Ebay day after day aswell as watching way too many You tube videos but it gave me an…

2020 Revisited

So 2020 has not got off to the best of starts has it with all of our routines having been flipped upside down we are left to adjust to this new way of living. As i sit here i am thinking back to the last time i did anything even remotely ‘normal’ i say that…

2020

The many thoughts you face at New Year can be so overwhelming and fill you with fear or on the other hand it can inspire and push you to dive head first into your resolutions,pick up a fresh outlook and steam ahead with no fear or apprehension what so ever.personally the thought of it terrified…

A New Adventure

My love for the city of Prague is clear to all who know me and having visited multiple times a year since 2015 i was feeling like a new destination was on the horizon so in May me and my husband booked a trip to the capital of Poland,Warsaw. Venturing to a new place so…